I hate the pain
I hate the suffering
I hate the lies
I hate the feeling of love
I hate to hate you
I hate that I was naive
I hate that I believed you
I hate myself
I hate the look on your face now that you are happy with someone else
I hate your smile
I hate the slut you are with
I hate that I cannot let you go
I hate having to deal with this pain
I hate the thought that you never loved me
I hate the thought of her in your arms
I hate the words you spoke to me
I hate your excuses
I hate who you have become
I hate that I trusted you
I hate that I didn't know anything
I hate that I cannot change anything
I hate that you are gone
I hate that you are happier with someone else
Tuesday, November 30, 2010
Tuesday, November 16, 2010
I Don't Care
Always talking, always screaming!
Just shut your mouth you pathetic being!
Why are you here, why come to me?
There must have been others who care more than me.
I am a busy man,
I don't have time for this.
Just get lost and forget about me!
You say I am the only one who can help?
On that I disagree.
You were never there for me!
Why should I listen to your words?
Get lost! I just don't care!
Just shut your mouth you pathetic being!
Why are you here, why come to me?
There must have been others who care more than me.
I am a busy man,
I don't have time for this.
Just get lost and forget about me!
You say I am the only one who can help?
On that I disagree.
You were never there for me!
Why should I listen to your words?
Get lost! I just don't care!
Tuesday, November 9, 2010
Judgement Day Questions
1. The Main Theme of my work is "The End." Simply put... Planet Earth during/after an Apocalypse. Most of the images consist of City Ruins. Others consist of The Rising Dead or a Zombie Apocalypse. When the Dead begin to rise and roam the Earth, then you know that it is the end. I personally don't believe in the dead rising, however I do believe that one day, the Earth will be in ruin. Cities in chaos... people fighting one another and I hope I never live to see that day.
2. I chose to arrange my images all connected with the Poem written on top of them because I want the reader to visualize actually being there during such an event. I want the words to be shaped into their minds as they read and observe the surrounding photos.
3. I decided to choose the theme of "The Apocalypse" because unlike some other people, I am much more aware that Humans are like a Parasitic Being roaming this Planet like an Infection/Germ. We use gasoline/oil, we don't always recycle, and we suck this Planet dry of all of it's resources. Just think about future generations.... because of our selfish "Need to Survive" there might not be many years left. We are destroying this Planet like an infection rots a wound on the Human Body.
2. I chose to arrange my images all connected with the Poem written on top of them because I want the reader to visualize actually being there during such an event. I want the words to be shaped into their minds as they read and observe the surrounding photos.
3. I decided to choose the theme of "The Apocalypse" because unlike some other people, I am much more aware that Humans are like a Parasitic Being roaming this Planet like an Infection/Germ. We use gasoline/oil, we don't always recycle, and we suck this Planet dry of all of it's resources. Just think about future generations.... because of our selfish "Need to Survive" there might not be many years left. We are destroying this Planet like an infection rots a wound on the Human Body.
Tuesday, November 2, 2010
Edgar Allan Poe
1.) What did that Black Cat do to you to make you want to cut it's eye out? I have to say that it really pissed me off when you did that.
2.) What drove you to be so sadistic? You are one of my inspirations no less but some of your methods seem rather.... extreme if you will.
3.)Tell me about your past. I find you rather.... intriguing. Much more than I have to say about most people.
Born in Boston, Massachusetts Poe was given life on January 19th, 1809. His parents were both actors but died in an accident when he was very young. In a way you could say this scarred Poe mentally because he was raised as a Foster Child by Frances Allan in Richmond, Virginia. He was very bright and an overachiever so he was sent to the highest classes of boarding schools. He was then accepted into the University of Virginia. He was later dismissed because he refused to repay gambling debts. In 1827, he enlisted in the United States Army. A few of his poems such as Timer Lane and Minor Poems were published that same year. No more were published until 1829. His second Publications drew much attention both Positive and Negative. He was forced to leave the army that year due to lack of financial support. He then moved to his aunt's home because he had nowhere else to go at the time in Baltimore, Maryland. In 1835, he became editor of the Southern Literary Messenger. Poe ended up marrying his niece Virginia in 1836. Soon after, he began writing short stories such as "The Fall of the House of Usher." This was one of his most famous short stories and caused quite a stir amongst the public. Some people did not agree with Poe's "Satanic Views" on life while others found it quite interesting. The Poem which caused quite alot of controversy was none other than "The Black Cat." The reason being that Poe actually cut out the eye of a cat who he believed to be mocking him. He was almost institutionalized for this violent act. Poe suffered from a deep depression and he ended up turning to alcohol for the answer. This caused him to gain Alcoholism. Virginia died from tuberculosis in 1849 which left him completely in ruin. In october of 1849, Poe died from acute congestion of the brain.
2.) What drove you to be so sadistic? You are one of my inspirations no less but some of your methods seem rather.... extreme if you will.
3.)Tell me about your past. I find you rather.... intriguing. Much more than I have to say about most people.
Born in Boston, Massachusetts Poe was given life on January 19th, 1809. His parents were both actors but died in an accident when he was very young. In a way you could say this scarred Poe mentally because he was raised as a Foster Child by Frances Allan in Richmond, Virginia. He was very bright and an overachiever so he was sent to the highest classes of boarding schools. He was then accepted into the University of Virginia. He was later dismissed because he refused to repay gambling debts. In 1827, he enlisted in the United States Army. A few of his poems such as Timer Lane and Minor Poems were published that same year. No more were published until 1829. His second Publications drew much attention both Positive and Negative. He was forced to leave the army that year due to lack of financial support. He then moved to his aunt's home because he had nowhere else to go at the time in Baltimore, Maryland. In 1835, he became editor of the Southern Literary Messenger. Poe ended up marrying his niece Virginia in 1836. Soon after, he began writing short stories such as "The Fall of the House of Usher." This was one of his most famous short stories and caused quite a stir amongst the public. Some people did not agree with Poe's "Satanic Views" on life while others found it quite interesting. The Poem which caused quite alot of controversy was none other than "The Black Cat." The reason being that Poe actually cut out the eye of a cat who he believed to be mocking him. He was almost institutionalized for this violent act. Poe suffered from a deep depression and he ended up turning to alcohol for the answer. This caused him to gain Alcoholism. Virginia died from tuberculosis in 1849 which left him completely in ruin. In october of 1849, Poe died from acute congestion of the brain.
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